They are Watching You
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One of the most recent topics of (and for me, interesting) conversation on the island has been the unseen side of the island – the ancestors. The more we live in the place and chat and listen to the locals the more it seems that we aren’t the only people living on the place.
Fijians (along with so many other indigenous, unurbanised peoples across the world) are incredibly connected with the land they live on. It’s one of the things I love most about being here, coming from a society that is mainly urban and doesn’t have a lot of immediate consideration of the land space it is occupying. There is also a strong belief that those who have lived here before and died are still here. Although not physically here, spiritually very much so.
However it is fast becoming apparent to us (the Fijians are all very aware) that they are not here as spectators but they actually as a kind of Karmic Police force. Every time we present Sevusevu (the presenting of Grog to Tui Mali when a new tribe member arrives) we are not only giving the chief a gift for allowing us to stay, we are also asking for protection not just from him and his peoples for our stay but also from the land and the people who have lived in the land before. Anyone who has been at these ceremonies will testify to the solemnity, power and passion by the Fijians in receiving the Kava. And it is for good reason. This isn’t just a wooden, acted out forgotten ceremony; it is something very real and important for the ‘taukei’ here.
But the sevusevu is just the start. That doesn’t guarantee protection (‘melumani’ in Fijian, possibly one of the most powerful words in the language). Once in the space then you still have to behave. There are countless stories of visitors and longer term team members who have had both serendipitous and slightly more edgy moments that could be explained away as coincidence or maybe something more.
Stories such as Ben’s (Keene) foot being smashed up in April last year for not blessing the land for the water tanks, the tanks never filling while Poasa’s tanks were nicely topped up; a mother and her 3 brand new chick walking through the kitchen in Easter Day; Jason (Shut Up!) receiving 2 tropical boils practically immediately for blowing the conch down by the waterfall (apparently a sacred place where you should be quiet and respectful, turtles hatching on Mothers Day 07. A whale cruising past the island on Xmas day 07 just after Duncan had proposed to Julia. The list goes on.
Myself, about a year ago I probably would have written all this stuff off, I am starting to be convinced. Obviously I’ve had the privilege over the last few extended months to observe and also be affected by this. The first incident that comes to mind is I was climbing up on the headland (near where Tui Mali’s Grandfather is buried) back in February. As I did the rock came away in my hand and I fell and bounced about 15 ft but luckily no damage was done. Upon relaying the story to the Fijians I received that classic shake of the head that we all receive over here when we get things wrong and a simple ‘maybe you shouldn’t be playing around up there.’ Naka, would have been nice to have be told/warned before…….. Turns out on further discussion with Tevita that it was a friendly warning, ‘they like you, but don’t get ahead of yourself.’ Phew…….. imagine if they didn’t like me?
Further incidences down the line and I’m starting to be more convinced. Every time we go through the graveyard at the end of the island on the 4 peaks I always get the guys to straighten the cloth on the tombstones. On one occasion I forgot, and tripped (or was tripped up) on leaving the site. Ok, but then another week I didn’t straighten again, same sprawling result on leaving the site. I was running the 4 peaks yesterday; slowed up at the graveyard, took off my hat (no head wear in places that you should be respectful to) , announced myself with the ‘Ho Ya’ and walked quietly through. However I put my hat on again just before leaving the site being in a hurry, as I went to move out a branch came from nowhere and took it clean off my head.
The thing is about all this stuff is that is that you can either take it or leave it. I think suggestion plays a powerful psychological factor here, once you start believing in this sort of activity then lots of events can be interpreted to back to back up an argument. However one event for me the other day has left a definite impression in my mind.
The other day a government team came, over to have a look at the island and one of the girls who visited, her mother was originally from Ligaulevu (the middle village on Mali where the primary school is). This came up in a jokey conversation on the island and she was saying how she should really have done a sevusevu (as coming back to an important place in her family history) and brought gifts for the village etc. However as it was work she didn’t have time so didn’t bother as this would have take at least half a day. The day had been bright and sunny without much wind. However just before heading to Malau the wind picked up and the sky went dark. As we went round the western tip of the island the waves suddenly picked up and were as big (scarily big) as I’ve ever seen them. She then went totally white, started crying and screaming. She was terrified. Api then slowed down and simply said, ‘you didn’t bring anything?’ She shook her head with her eyes facing the floor, ‘the sea is angry with me.’
We got to Malau after Api expertly managed the waves on one of the bumpiest rides I’ve ever had and said our goodbyes. 2 new tribe members were coming back with us so I warned them the sea was pretty rough expecting the return journey to be pretty similar. It was one of the calmest rides ever……….





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Hmmm very interesting! And what about the noises around Jim’s (Love Shack in his absence) tent – any time you walk past in the dark? I was pretty sceptical but had the living DAYLIGHTS scared out of me at least two nights while I walking past there in the dark. There was definitely a noise like someone climbing down from a tree. If it wasn’t a human, it was a possum, and I don’t recall seeing any possums on Vorovoro! It sounded like it was a big creature.
Strangely enough, the night we held my auntie’s memorial service down there, no weird tree noises, despite me walking past several times in the dark. Am intrigued to hear other people’s experiences…
Thanks Giles. It is a very important reminder for me that actually we are not alone.
I hope that the underlying spirits can recognise a mistake rather than an insult or bad manners.
I can’t help thinking that if we are open to not being ‘alone’ our take on life would slow down and we would be much more aware of everything around us. I’m sure many Fijians are more aware as are others from all over the world.
Just chewing the cud.
They certainly are watching you.
My story…. Tui Mali had come to the village for the usual but important sevu sevu. It was roughly my third one by this point and instead of staying round the grog mat all night I decided to retire to the campfire for a few hours. I was offered a beer. Now I’d said to myself that I would avoid all alcohol whilst on the island but it HAD been nearly 4 weeks. So whilst sat on the hammock I took the beer and had maybe two sips.
Something fell on my arm. I thought it was a leaf. then it started to crawl up my arm. I went into a mssive panic thinking it was a gaint spider. Jumped off the hammock as quickly as possible and tried to run away, forgetting the log was in the way. triped over it and fell like a sack of sh*t, missing the fire by cm. I did however smack my hand onto the rocks around the fire, had to have it bandaged up and spent the rest of my time of the island getting it massaged by Va (very painful!).
My hand wasn’t healing as quickly as hoped. Va had told one of my friends on the island that it had happened because I wasn’t sat on the grog mat that night when i should have been and also it wasn’t healing because I hadn’t apologised to the ancestors.
Apology happened rather quickly at the top of peak one and I spent as much time as i could round the grog mat. Hand healed.
Sorry for long post but reading your post jale (who expertly tended to my hand whilst grogged up) reminded me of it all.
thanks for this, gilo…it’s so interesting to me to have this counter-balance the very present-oriented nature of being in fiji. so that even when you’re living and in the moment, it’s tied to what has come before. beautiful, really.
‘The broken toe and the blue sky’ (2007)
The toe broke during an over excited game of chirades aroudn the alfresco dining table when my very accurate impersonation of Rowan Atkinson ended in foot kicking rock int he dark and a snap.
Off-island I went and on my return the water tank build had begun. It rained and rained and rained. For four weeks – the site on the hill became a bog, more dartmoor than desert island.
And then the cement dried and with it the clouds dispersed and no rain fell. Why?
Well, because ‘you didn’t bless the land before we begun to build’. ‘But why didn’t you guys tell me this?’ Stupid question. You learn, afterwards.
Next project was the wind turbine – up we went, all 30 of the Vorovoro community clambering the rock with tanoa and matt. I sat down with a lrge bundle of grog and scar on my left foot. Tevita raised his voice and the wind blew. Power came. Lesson learnt.
Soso ratu…
i agree with ‘being watched’ and having to show respect and be grateful for the land, the sea, the ancestors….it took me a while to be ‘converted’ but now i believe it.
ive heard many tribe members personal stories approaching tui mali with yaqona for help or forgiveness or personal matters, and then for a ‘signal’ of some kind to show help/guidance had been granted whilst tui mali was talking and accepting the offering spooked me abit…one particular story took me a while to be convinced, but when i heard tevita tell the story to a few of Team Fiji, and to see them nod in agreement of the outcome, then thats when i started to be more convinced….and its true.
it is about being connected and considerate – a quality thats perhaps in decline in the western world…
i remember being stood on the small hill above nakawaga for Pita’s funeral. Mid ceremony, as the Mali Choir sang on the slope above us, 2 whales appeared in the waters just off shore from the village. if ever there was a sign…..
And back in april ‘07 i received a nice 2 inch (man inches) cut to the side of the head that seemed to be some form of DIY scalp removal on the corner of the kitchen roof…cant remember how i offended the ancestors, but maybe i didnt give 110% in the Meke the few days before….so i now have a permanent reminder of my time on vorovoro.
but i fully believe we are being ‘watched’ and ‘cared for’ if we respect those around us….
great blog jale…
woah, that last bit gave me chills!
Im a big fan of the ancestors, like jale says, take it or leave it, but if you leave it you better behave yourself…!
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